in remembrance

smile when you think of me
laugh when you remember my jokes
but don't cry a tear when you think
of the days that could never be

party like I am still here
enjoy the days that are coming
don't light a candle in my name
the darkness was my home anyway

the only thing you can light in my name
is a fire, on which you burn the things
that made my life a fiery hell

but never think that I will forget you
because my memories will live on
as long as you think of the guy
fighting a fight that could not be won