Have the courage

if been waiting so long .
For this words to come out.
Its practacly all if been thinking about.
So thank you for finding ,
the words that i couldn't find on my own.
There's gonna be.
something else out there for me.
I could feel it in my heart.
The day that i started to dream.
There's a girl out there waiting for me.
If tilled her number half a 1000 times.
hoping to hear her voice .
on the other side of the line.
But i never had the courage.
To make that special call.
To tell her how i feel.
But hounestly iff always loved you.
And i promise i always will.
I dont know if you notist .
but im trying not to show that im scared.
That one day i meight wake up.
And realise that you are not there.
Im finaly ready for something good.
Show me what it's like.
To be in love.
Because i dont have the courage.