let us try

why couldn't we try
you made me believe that we could
was it all a lie?
I didn't think you would
ever lie to me
because yes
I trusted you why can't you see?
and it's true, I am a mess

but please let me try
just to know
if together we could fly
do I really need to let you go?

you already stopped trying
even before you began
were you really lying?
did I forget myself again?

I was in this fight with my own head
but you didn't even see it
and what dit you do instead?
you didn't do shit
you only said
that I wasn't good enough
and now I just cry in my bed
because... I am in love