This time was different

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they loved me truly
But at the time it didnt mean a thing

My mind is gone
I'm spinning round
And deep inside
My tears out drown
I'm loosing grip
What's happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You I'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kiss?
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that is no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
baby why im sad to see us apart
I didn't give it to you on purpose
can't figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you
I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from love with you
I'm broken-hearted
I can't let you know
And I Won't Let It Show
You won't see me cry

YOu did me so much pain my heart is so broken why? Why you doing this?

I hate that i love you!
YOu did'nt understand how i feel.

</3 a broken hearted girl.