i need to tell you.

I love walking in the rain.
Because no one knows i'm crying.
Don't ask if i am ok.
Just always know that my smiles aren't for real.
I have been broken too many times.
Looking back , i don't regret one single day.
Ask anyone.
When your name comes up in a conversation.
My eyes used to be sparkle,and my smile used to shine.
you will chase me around for a while.
But there's going to be a day ,
when you gonna stop running around me.
You going to get over me .
And at that very moment .
You're going to wish you had let me catch you.
I've never felt this way for anyone else.
And it frightens me.
My voice shakes along whit my hands.
Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me.
This doesn't change the way I feel about you,
or your place in my life.
It's crazy right?
To love someone who's hurt you.
I'm afraid that deep down
i am truly unworthy of another person's love.
Ii need to tell you ....that.
i just need some time alone now.