My feelings

I feel alone.
There's nobody who wants listen to me.
There's no end, it's only a beginning.
I get rid of my control.
There must be a solution.
I should be able to stop.
There's one thing I must tell.
But I cann't, cause I'm affraid.
I'm affraid, affraid of what will follow.
Why cann't simpely stop?
I wouldn't longer be affraid.
I wouldn't be alone anymore.
I want to talk.
Talk about everything, everything that's happened.
Every single problem, tell it all in the details.
So I gentely call for help.
Please make it stop. Just stop it!
I want be like any other.
Let me not behind.
Let me not betray.
You must believe me.
Only thus I can promise you,
I will talk in all the details.
I will stop all the bad things.
And I shall forget my unluck.
Have faith.
Have patience.
Only then will I go.