Cold knife

for you I wasn't one in a million to love,
no
you just showed up
pretending to be someone you're not

you made me think I was in love
while deep inside you were planning
to make me insane,

you waited and waited
until I trusted you the most
and then..

it felt like a cold knife
that you drilled through my heart

and suddenly you disappeared
you left me dying in a cold lonely night
I tryed to pick myself up,
then I remembered
you never said anything about love
you only taught me how to hate..
to hate my soul, and my life!
you made me walk in the wrong direction

I have been such a fool
to let you fool me around like that
you broke me boy,
in a thousand tiny pieces

in those nights when I can get no sleep
I can still feel that cold knife sometimes