Hatred

a step in this world
and my hatred grows
my envy dies
my luck flees

a step in this world
and i get that feeling
that sick feeling
of pain and hate

a step in this world
and i think
its enough
i can't take it anymore

but yet
i wanna live
so wat do i need to do?

my heart says to kill
the thing i hate

but i can't kill it
its too much

it already has its veins in me
i can't kill it anymore
without making sacrifices

but in order to save the things i love
cats
dogs
all animals
and all plants
all bugs
and whole the planet

except that one thing
that stinges so much
that one thing
i disgust the most

i should remove that thorn
that sick thorn
called human kind
not worth of living here


it will die before i die
thats my new years wish for now and ever
thats my life goal for now and ever

that is my meaning of live

i am a tear of earth