Nobody Knows

there i was.. 19 years old..
married and all..
nobody undstood me..
That i would take the change to fall..

Nobody felt what i felt at that moment
Nobody will ever understand..
Nobody will ever feel what i felt..
When he was on his knees asking for my hand..

Now here i am.. 19 years old..
Getting divorced..and left behind..
nothing left.. Crying every night..
Questions and thought messing with my mind..

Some people say Told you..
You should have listen to me..
tell me have you felt what i did
when he said i will give you everything just let it be..

If i had listen them..To scared..
Like a dream afraid of waking..
Would i have been happy?
A Heart.. afraid of breaking..

Here i am.. 19 years old..
And i can say i did the best i could..
Yes i went flat on my face
But i followed my heart like everybody should..

So tell me now.. Have you ever been in love?
Have you felt how far a heart can fall?
I said i do and lost him..
But i had it all..

Here i am.. 19 years old..
All alone back in the rain..
but i live despite the fact i lost my life..
And i can tell you..I would do it all over again..