hate and love

I love you so damm much
But i hate you for what you did to me !
I can’t forgive you
But i also can’t forget you
I miss you and i hate that fact
I want to leave you behind
Why can't i do that ?
That’s because you have stolen my heart and one way or another
I can’t seem to get it back!
Now i’m wondering.. , how did you get yours back ?
Was it difficult ? Or did i never stole it ?
I’m trying to understand , but honestly.. i can’t!
Even when i will be able to get it back
It will be broken , and how do you heal a broken haert ?