Dear Ana

Dear Ana,

Another day passed by
Another day where I have to cry.
The pain in my stomach is so deep,
It hurts so much, i can't even sleep.

But still I love you Ana.
You got me through the day,
and I beg you to stay..

But for you I'm just a fat cow,
so I have to prove myself now.
I need to be thin, i háve to be thin,
there may be no fat, only bones and skin.

Ana where are you?
Please don't go away!
i have to admit, i sinned today..

I ate to much, I know I'm fat,
I feel so damn bad about that.

Now I'm at the toilet, crying, bleeding,
hoping for Ana to come back,