you deserve much better than me

So many tears falling down,
for every problem two tears i cry.
And every time i look around,
and i want them to say goodbye.

More problems come closer and closer.
and all the fear i hide inside,
bleed into each other.

My mind i scaring me,
and my body leave's me alone.
I don't want it to see,
how my heart turns to stone

I only want to die is that so hard??
no it isn't, i can feel the poison working.
Don't you see i don't want a new start,
than my body stops fighting.

I'm getting colder,
wish i never would have said it's over.
And i think that you should know this.
You deserve much better than me,
you deserve an angel not this piece of shit