i dont want to talk

You know what it feels like?

To always look back over your schoulder?
To look if there's someone following you?
Watching you? Wants to use you?

You know what it feels like?

To be scared of every little noice?
And your heart beats twice as hard?

First figger that out...
To be alone and scared, knowing
You can't handle it, cause it is stonger then you
and bigger then you. But what you can't handle most of all,
Is the feeling it gives you,
The feeling after somebody uses you..
Unworthy, not like a human, but more like a something, instead of a someone.
If u know that, then i am willing to talk to you,
Then you can talk about it, without me getting mad, or running away.