just want to be special

If I see you in my dreams,
I will be scared,
Cause you’re the one,
Who everybody sees in their dreams,
So if you’ll ever be mine,
I’m scared you cheat on me,
if you don’t like another girl better,
and if I will always be yours,
or for a couple of years,
and not for a couple of days,
or for a couple of weeks ,
then I want to be yours,
for a longer time,
then just some days,
I don’t want to be one,
Of the many you had,
I want to be special for you,
And you need to accept me,
If I don’t want to do more,
Even if you want it,
And that you will wait,
Until I’m ready,
And if you can promise to me,
That you can wait,
Maybe I can fall in love,
And maybe I can be you girl,
Maybe you’re the one I need,
And maybe I’m the one for you,
And we can spend our life together,
Then I’ve found the one I need,
But for now,
I just can’t see you,
In my dreams,
Because I don’t want to be used,
As a toy,
I want to be special.