Why Cancer?

Why Cancer
Its Not fair its so onreal
I lost everything and everyone next to me
My friend where i grownup with
Lost his mom in 2 weeks
My best girl lost here mom also
And also my mom is sitting full of cancer, full of pain, full of sadness.
She is my pride, she is my fighter
Mom your my everything
Mamma i dont wanna lose you
I know that i need to let you go
But i cant understand it
I dont wanna see it
Your my everything your my pride and joy
I need to go on with my life but i dont want it without you
I dont want to believe it, it hurts me so much
I cant let you go
I dont want to go any further
I stay afraid without you
Please come everyday by
I will keep on searching for you, i will keep on cry out for you
Because i dont wanna lose you
Helpless
I believe u, i have never hesitate
To say farewell is not easy
To say farewell is hard
Every step i will make
I hope that u are ok with it
Stay there waiting for me
Im afraid