One look, just one second

One look in the mirror
just one second and I look away
it isn't about them anymore
I don't care about what they say

it are all lies to make me feel better
to keep me walking on the right path
to let me looking forward
and never looking back

but they lost their sight on me
I took my chance and start running
but is this really what I want
to start from the beginning?

That's not the right question
I know this is what I really want to do
but there's one more important thing
I don't want to disappoint you

One look at the mobile in my hand
just one second and I put it down
I don't want you to be worried
I just want you to be proud

but I know I can't do this anymore
I'm just so sorry.