Betrayed me

I’ve lost the skill to let one in
It’s not locked, just keeps on closing
So this path won’t be for free

Allthought, it feels so good

Throwing me in his arms
Crawling up his body
Stuck my face in his armpit
Fill my nose with his odor
Yes, it makes me insane
So I could lose myself again

That freaks me out
Not enough for leaving
But at least to call him out
Over and over again

Why should I trust those loving feelings
They’ve betrayed me before

I’ve lost the skill to let one in
It’s not locked, just keeps on closing
So this path won’t be for free

Does the door protects or prevents me from living

Eighterway he blows my mind

I’ve lost the skill to let one in
It’s not locked, just keeps on closing
But I’m pretty sure he has a key