Can I be the one?

I'm afraid to lose everything.
I'm afraid to lose myself.
I'm afraid to conquer this fear.
I'm afraid to fear this fear.

I will be lost in a world,
I can't imagine in my place right now.
I want to be myself,
If I can recall who I was.

I know I musn't care about what others say,
But deep in my heart I know I do.
I can't say I will be myself.
I can't say that I know who I was.

I still try to be myself.
I want everyone to acknowledge me,
as I used to be the one who was me.

Everyone was born as a good human,
so me too right?