elkaar vertrouwen

my heart is dead,
death grief
I trusted you,
and wanted to give up everything.
until I was through,
you used me.
You've played on with my feelings,
and you have betrayed me.
yet I always came back,
you had me in your power.
even my friends,
I almost put at risk.
and all for you,
because I can not live without you.
but then it was the other way.
You trusted me,
but I had deceived you.
Now we both know,
how the other can be.
We remain just good friends,
who can trust each other.