i'm nothing without you

I can't tell you how much I see you.
And I can't tell you how much I miss you.
I was nothing without you, nothing.
You let me fall, and grabbed me again and again.
I've wasted days, wasted tears.
Verpsild days waiting, waiting for you.
Waiting for something, to hear something from you.
But I heard nothing.
I kept crying, kept waiting.
It didn't work without you, but I tried to stay strong.
I laughed every day and someone asked me how I was.
I always said that it is better, but inside I was broken.
Until I thought perhaps it could happen without you.
But suddenly you came back and said you missed me.
It didn't take long.
For now I'm here again.
And everything starts again.
The tears come again and the wait begins.
You make me not easy.
But I try to stay strong.

I must and will forget you.
But it's not over.