Dear love

Dear love,

Everything
I cannot say to you anymore
I will try to write it down
For myself

There are moments
That my future fades away in tears
That I’m screaming but no one hears
The sound of the dark

And if life will bring me hope
And it will erase the times I could not cope
I hope it will bring me near to you

You have hurt me several times
And I believed you time to time
But it has made me cruel inside
It made loving you a crime

Now while you are reading this
I know you wonder
How this could be in common
Let me tell you the story
That every feeling is just so strong

And after years of living in this pain
There are still matters of loving, wanting
And needing you running through my vains

Yours faithfully

PS: I am okay