there is no home

When i look out of my window,
I see 4 birds together,
I think they represend my family,
If it were not at home.

I look at my laptop,
While i am hearing screams at the background,
I try not to think about it
And i make the volume of the song higher.

Higher and higher until i become deaf,
From all the sounds around me,
Hoping that i don't need to hear them again.
I'ts not my intention to ignore it,

It's just that i am powerless against this.
I can't do anything,
Because I know that 1 bird will always be flying away,
In the wrong direction.

Fly over mountains,
While we humans climb these mountains.
Higher and higher and I hope life is the same as these mountains.
It's tough to climb them, but the view is amazing.