mama let me tell you

Mamma! Please, I’m so deeply hurt inside
Let me tell you about my pain
Let me tell you about what it has done to me

Mamma! I’m still that little child inside
Screaming for your attention
I’m still here, I’m still left alone

I scream and bleed inside
Just see me
Just see me and hear me out
Is it so hard to see your child hurt
That you can’t even embrace me
And let me feel save and loved again

Mamma! I know it’s not your fault
And I don’t blame you for what has happened
But is it that difficult for you to recognize

I feel so denied by your solutions
They make me feel I deserved it all
And that I am the one that’s resposible

I scream and bleed inside
Just see my pain
Just see me and hear me out
Is it so hard to see your child hurt
That you can’t even embrace me
And let me feel save and loved again

Mamma, I don’t need you as an care worker
I don’t need your guilty feelings
They just make me feel more left alone

Mamma don’t take your distance of your own feelings
Accept the pain of not have been a able to protect me
Don’t leave me with the feeling I’m not wanted

I scream and bleed inside
Just see me
Just see me and hear me out
Is it so hard to see your child hurt
That you can’t even embrace me
And let me feel save and loved again

Share your feelings and let us be one again
As mother and daughter as we should be
I need you, to be whole again

I scream and bleed inside
Just recognize it
See me and let me tell my story

You don't need to do anything else