Losing Hope

Losing hope,

No matter what i’m trying to do,
Everyday I start fucking crying,
Nobody knows that I’m dying,
So many times I tried to change things,
I failed everytime,
I’m already waiting for what my end brings,

Never took my chance, My chance to be with you forever,
You know I had problems in my mind
I was doing my best for you,
But I fucked up and lied so many times to you,
I didn’t realized how much pain I did to you,
You got mad and said I should look after myself
I wrote you that poem saying I’m afraid to lose you,
My heart wrote it, It’s all true,
I really don’t know what to do now,
My hope is fading away..

I wish I could tell you something,
Something you never heard before,
I think I will now,

My end could be near,
My end could be far,
Even in my dreams you still are my star,
It isn’t a Fantasy I love you the way you are,
I never knew what love could do,
Until I started to love you,

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