I love you despite the fact that you keep breaking my heart

Every night it’s struggelling,

to stay together

he hates himself for being with me,

calls himself a pedo

he keeps repeating he wants to wait

every night he breaks my heart

every morning he regrets it

says he’s sorry

but my little heart keeps breaking

he heals it with empty words

that feel so right at the time

but I love him so much

I don’t want to loose him

yesterday he told me he slept with his ex

i started to cry,

felt so used

next morning he told me he couldn’t take it no more

he couldn’t lie to me

he lied about the sex to make it easier

he wanted me to hate him because he thought it would be better

if we were not together

better for me not him

he wants me to have a good life

which he thinks he can’t provide

every night we struggle

every morning we make up

but he keeps breaking my heart