unhealthy love

i love you so much
but you are like an addiction
owning my every thought
the way i love you isn't healthy at al
it's like you are a drug
and help is someting i can't call

when i dream, it's you i see
but in those dreams,
you aren't who you should be
there you love me aswell
but when i wake up...
sadness breaks the love spell

tears filling my eyes
love breaking my heart
confusing making me dull
and hatred making me lost

but then again .. it's you that is making me blind

so i can't see who you really are .