I hated that I loved you

One day I met you
Although I tried not to, I fell deeply in love with you
But your heart already belonged to someone else
I hated that I loved you

Only you could give me that special feeling
By holding my hand, caressing my hair, tickling my belly
Or sometimes you just looked at me for a very long time
And I always looked back

But every time you kissed her
Hold her in your arms
It felt like someone took out my heart
And tore it apart

When you were not around
My heart was with you
And the pain was indescribable
I had to forget you for my own good

I tried so hard to forget you
And when I thought I was finally over you
You made me fall in love with you again, every single time
And the pain only got worse

I wanted to escape from my feelings
But I couldn’t stop loving you
It even chased me in my dreams
You are the one