Close my eyes

Close my eyes
It’s getting darker and darker and darker…
Until the last bit of sunligt falls away behind the black trees.
I can see stars twinkle above me, altough there are few stars, they are magically powerfull.
They give me the feeling it’s gonna be okay.
I can see the moon, so bright, it shines into my eyes,
I turn the light off, and close my eyes,
I feel a warm wet stream rolling over my cheek,
I open my eyes again, wipe my tear away.
I stand in front of my window, wishing it was over…
I close my fingers around the sides of my curtains
Pulling them slowly towards each other,
Like I’m closing my fears away.
I turn around and return back to my miserable life
Like it has never happend…