Lonely

Why should I pretend that I'm happy with this live?
Why should I pretend that this is all I want?
Why should I say that I like it here?
Why should I...
If it isn't true?

Do you wish me to pretend?
Do you wish me to lie?
To tell you that I'm happy?
To tell you that I feel free?
Do you wish it was all true?

That I'm happy
that this is all I want
That I like it here?
I wish I did

I feel barren
I feel lonely
Like I'm not supposed to live.
Do you know that feeling?
Do you know what it is like?
To live a life that isn't about you
But only about the people around you?

To live a life so lonely
And to never hear:
"I'm happy that you're here"?
To live a life in darkness
'Cause no one will light up your life?
To live a life so sad
That you don't want to live anymore?

But who will bring the change
Who will help me out?
Who is that person who says:
"I like you, and I will never forget
The days that we shared
The thinks that we did
Im happy with you!"


lovelovelove♥