I love you, my friend

I can't wait forever
And I can't change myself
I'm jealous all the time
I can't trust, I can't forgive
I can only love and hope the best of it

My English isn't good and I don't like math.
But I do like you, so trust on that.
I'm not rich and I'm going through a hard time
But tomorrow it'll be over so listin to this rhyme
.
I'm trying to live near you
But now I'm still far away.
You know that I can't hear you
But if you'd say my name
I would take the first train
The first flight, or a stolen bike.
To be with you forever
And a long time after that

I know that my poem doesn't rhyme
And it isn't really good
But I hope that you'll understand
That i love you very much
my friend