Once again

Once again I cannot sleep
There is no place I can go
My heart is heavy
Just like my head
Full of thoughts
Full of pain

I’m not asking for a second chance
I’m screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason
But don’t give me choice
Cause I’ll just make the same mistake again

Maybe promises aren’t that important to you
But it is to me
So promise to me
You want to see me again
Cause I don’t know where I would be
If you weren’t there

To catch me if I fall
To whisper in my ear
To make me love myself

Cause now I don’t
Cause now I can’t
But if you give me some of your love
Maybe I don’t kill myself
Like I did before

So I’m not asking for a second chance
I’m screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason
But don’t give me choice
Cause I’ll just make the same mistake again