the aftermath

I would like shine
I would like to take your hand in mine
I would like to smile
I know you hadn't seen it for a while

I don't know who to blame
It's all, covered in shame
when I take up the glass in white
I just see the pieces inside

I forgot how I lost you
I don't know if it's all my fault
Now the tears are running past me
everyting seems so cold.

I forgot how to manage
I don't know what life's going to be
It all looks so empty
the room, the glass, and me.

Now I'm sitting here,holding the bump
I try feeling it, but it all went numb
My mind might be tricking
Still, I feel every second ticking
away, you went
my dreams were bent

I hope you can smile
I hope I will
today, or in a while