It still hurts

It still hurts
When you look at me
And, without saying anything
you're telling me i'm not good enough
that i don't deserve your love

What's changed?
we used to laugh together
You were my hero
I could always lean on you
Now you just watch me falling

you don't care
my bleeding wrists don't bother you
you hear me crying in the night
Night after night
but still you don't care

I wonder how it was
The day i was born
did you look at me, and knew
you wanted to take care of me?
i guess you loved me back then

Why has it changed?
What have i done wrong?
You, hating me,
it still hurts, why?