Strong enough?

I can't handle it anymore!!
I want to give up
Just want to die
But something is keeping me here

Everyone thinks
She is strong enough
She is hard enough
But.. That is on this moment
A big lie..

When... I don't know
Where... I don't want to know
How... Who wants to know
Why... I know...

I just want to know who I am
Suicide is telling god
You can't fire me, I quit
I bleed just to know I'm alive

I don't want the world to see me
Because I don't think that they understand
Wish I could change it, but I don't see how
Right now, I don't want to stay