You learn to love the pain you feel

Those feelings you had for her were unimaginable particular.
They were deeper than the ocean and brighter than stars ever could shine. She could give you the feeling you were special. 
Couldn't exist without her. 

The mailman brought you a pink letter, what you thought was a loveletter.
You opened it with a bright smile. 

When you were reading her last letter, breating your last breath. 
Your heart stops beating, thinking of going to heaven.
Her face appears in front of your eyes, a last blink...
You're drowning in the ocean she meant for you...