Broken feelings

You told me that you wanted me out of your life,
You hated me so bad that you could kill me with a knife.
You said you didn't love me, need me or care for me,
You got irritated everytime I came home and my face was there to see.
But still you touched me and hugged me when we went to bed,
At that point you gave me hope and made me happy and then the next day it went back to sad.
It wasn't true love or fake love,
Out of all the things you did to me there was a little star love that brought me to heaven and now I look at you from above.