Dear my child

Dear my child
Wherever you are
From the bottom of my heart
I am sorry, for what i've done

That day i let you go
I didnt know, where to
but if i knew what will happen then
I kept you here no worries and pain

At your age of 22
I thought there was no harm
To have some fun and to have drinks
but i was wrong,
You are still a child,and
Still needed my care.

If i stayed away from home
If i didn't argue with you
If you just went to bed that night
Instead of driving away from me
Maybe you are still alive and well

I am still thinking
What was on your mind that night
Did you hated me?
Your last word was you love me
But i still feel the guilt inside of me

If...,
If i could turn back the time
I cannot even remember
The happiest moment ,
When we are together

It is because
It was me the cause of accident
It was me who failed
I'm just a human being

A mother trying to do
What is best for her child