My last tear for you my dear

Its hard you know,
sitting right beside you,
knowing its too late now.
Too late to hug you in the morning,
and too late to kiss you goodnight.

Its hard you know,
being with you,
laughing with you,
knowing it will never be more.
Never more then "just friends",
never more then "just that guy".

Its hard you know,
to see you hug others,
to see you kiss others,
to see you love others,
knowing it will never be me.
Never be me that you walk hands in hands with,
never be me that you share your heart with.

Its hard you know,
to watch others hurt you,
to watch others cheat on you,
to watch others break your trust,
to watch you cry about them,
knowing that i would give my life for you.
Give my life for you to love me for once,
give my life to share my heart with you for once.

Its hard you know,
to end it like this.
You were my life,
my life abandonded me.
Lost my mind in an endless night,
and i will fade with the last tear i cry.