How it all started

It started with that you getting married,
It started with you getting us,
It started with divorcing,

It started when we had to left you behind,
We didn't say goodbye,
We could visit you 'all the time'.

It started with that you said you love me,
You said you never would leave me.
Still you did for 5 years,

It started with my first birthday card in 5 years on the wrong date,
You said you wanted to see us again , that you miss us,
But the letter was not from you it was from your new wife,

It all started with your new wife,
She made our appointments so we could see you again,
She was the reason we saw you again even when she was sick,

It all started with that she went sick,
She was diagnosed with cancer,
We knew she wouldn't make it,

We tried to make the best of it with us four,
My sister , your and your new wife and me,
We had a great time,

It started with having a great time,
It ended with that she was getting sicker and we couldn't visit anymore
Until we get an unsuspected card

It all started with that card,
Your new wife was dead,
She died of cancer,

But all this started with you , making the wrong choice,
You make me suffer like this , and you don't even care about it,
You don't care about how bad i feel about this,
You don't have any time for me ,
So why would I even spend any time to you anymore?