have to let go

I love you....
But I have to let you go...
For me to know ,if what I feel for you is real.
And for us to grow as a person
In every different kind of way.

I love you.....
But I know that this is not the right time for us.
Or there's a right time for us.

You said that I am just a friend for you.
It hurt me so badly.
My mind wanted to understand you.
But my heart doesn't listen.

My stubborn heart yearning for your love.
It cried so many times because of pain.
But I have to let you go.
Cause I know that's the best thing to do.

I let you go....
But doesn't mean I love you less.
It doesn't mean I am a coward.
And it doesn't mean I surrender the fight.
But what is there to be fighting for?

When all I know that it's just a one way street.
Which I cannot cross.
Now all I can do is to let you go.
And keep loving you from a distance.....