You!

Questions in my brain, the kind you rather forget.
Questions about the pain you feel and the love you had.
Why must I go on?
When will I be done? How much must I take?
When will it be over, for god sake?
Why does life always kicks me?
Why am I the one who gets the beat downs automatically?
Those answers are still vague.
It doesn’t make sense, no matter what kind of answers I try to make.
Some questions did get an explanation.
Something different then I had in mind, something else as my expectation.
The answers I got are for many questions starting with "Why".
Questions like "going on? Must I?"
Why must I go on?
Who's going to help me by the rise of a new dawn?
Why must I be in this place?
To whom can I show my real face?
Who can please take my mask away?
Who can please make me stay?
Who makes me not wanting to leave?
And if I decide to go, who will be there to grief?
Who makes me so proud to still be around?
Who is the one where I will be found?
Where went my soul after it left my body?
And who will try to return it to me?
First I didn’t know the answer of all these questions, but now I do.
The answer is "You"