I miss you.

I miss my friend, who won’t speak to me.
I miss my sister, who I haven’t seen, talked to or hugged in a long time.
I miss my happy dog, who is really tired when I am finally home.
I miss my dad, who kind of broke from sadness.

I miss my hope for a better future.
I miss my music, now all I hear is depressing.
I miss my alpha mind, who kept me strong.
I miss my good thoughts, who kept me going.

I feel like I am losing everybody because I feel like losing myself.
I don’t really miss anything in particular.
I just feel my heart bleeding again.
Darkness is taking over.
No light to see this time.

Feel like my life path is falling apart.