Made up
Never thought someone could hurt you this way
Never thought about it this way
Never thought this would happen to me
But most important, never thought you would make this happen to me
For four years I'd known you
For four years I had spoken with you, almost every day
For four years I talked to you when I was mad, happy, or sad
In four years I learned to trust you
I told you about me, about my friends, about my life
And so did you
At least, I thought you did
And then they started telling me
They told me you weren't real, that you didn't excist
I didn't believe it
I couldn't believe it
I wouldn't believe it
I'd known you for four years, since I was eleven years old
You were a friend of mine
Of course you were real
But then other people started telling me
People I hadn't spoken for years, months at least
People I didn't know
They told me everything
So it became reality
You weren't real
You didn't exist
I was scared
Scared, because you were a friend
Scared, because you lied to me, for four years
Scared, because I didn't know this could happen
And now, my mind still doesn't get it sometimes
Sometimes I still think about you as two different persons
You, the person who used to be my friend
The person I could share my problems and fears with
The person I could laugh with
And the other person
The person who made you up
I think you didn't realize that you could hurt people
I think that if you did, you'd already stopped it months ago, years ago
Sometimes I wish you wouldn't have told anyone
That you were still the person we used to know
But you did tell, and it made me cry
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