Do you hear me?

Do you hear me screaming, crying in the night.
I don't think so, im the only one who might.
Sealing a way what true pain means, if i dont care nobody does it seems.
Silence is all you get,
Dont you dare to get upset.
I really tried to let you in,
Right from the begin.
But i'm sorry i have some issues, more then you solve with some tissues.
I am a man of steel, i am not gonna tell you how i feel.
You dont want to, i am sure.
Because if you know, you realize you can't cure.
I can't avoid, it will haunt me until it got me completely destroyed.
I fought against it all,
And everytime it caused me to fall.
Right on my face, right in the dirt... Right on the places where it hurt...
I try to fight the feeling everday again, but i dont know if i can...
If i can any longer...
I hoped time would make me stronger...
But that part didn't happen, that part was a lie...
So tell me again, do you hear me cry? Do you hear me screaming for help.. Someday i will, someday i may... But know that i will shout in a total silence way...

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