a voice in the darkness

even when I close my eyes
I can hear the yelling in my mind
I NEED TO SHUT THEM UP SOMEHOW
suddenly there is a voice so kind...

'Sweetie, you'll be okay,
promise me to stay
soon we'll be together
soon you'll be okay...'

I woke up in the darkness
there shone the heart, seed of my life
in the hands of my girlfriend
I am proud to one day call her my wife

a few nights ago it was bad
I did a thing I shouldn't have done
for a moment I was scared I ruined it all
for a moment I thought she would be gone

I told her I did it again
and she said that it would be alright
through the tears I heard the shining light
when she said that it would be our fight