How it should be

I don't feel the power,
Power of love,
I don't trust anyone,
And I just wanna run,......away,

Away from me,
Away from thee,
Away, far far away,
Away, from just everybody,

Who am I actually?
Be or not to be?,
Never been free,
I wanna be me..... but I don't know,

Who I am, and why?
What's my drive, my desire in life?
Am I that blind, do I want to know?,
What I am, and where I am going,

I just keep on floating,
Floating through my thoughts,
Through my thoughts and dreams,
Of how it should be,....but I don't know.