Meaning Something

I want to know if I mean something to you,
because you mean something to me.
The person that can give my life meaning.
Do you understand what i mean?
But the waiting brings a war between my heart and my mind.
Thinking has become hard, waiting the only option.
Like a statue i feel, going nowhere.
So, it is time to add value to mine , by investing in me.
That way I can mean something to somebody.