Broken bond.

The leaves turn in the same color as blood.
The same color that painted my wet eyes.
How much I wanted someone to hold me when I screamed my soul out.
But I guess love is in disguise.

I am sorry for the people that I bothered.
I am sorry for the memory I left to some humans.
Soon to be forgotten.
But they will come in mind at a funeral.

I’ve been such a fool.
Why was I so blind?!
Can’t seem to find a way.
I can never leave the past behind.

And now I can’t even hear your sound.
Never feel your hug.
Tonight I will bury the past memories in the ground.
Why did all my friends just gave up?

From when I was little, people forgot me.
To small, to shy, too weak for the eye.
I always had trouble with people all around.
I will only find real peace when I die.

But for all my past friends that left me.
Even my imaginary friends that died.
I can’t seem to blame them.
I can’t aspect from people that for me they put up a fight.

I’m so sorry for all I did.
A hundred times that I have tried.
Still nobody stayed.
A million more times that I have cried.

I know why this hurts so much.
To get someone out of your heart means you have to rip it open.
Bleed all out.
And now all my pieces lie here shattered on the ground.

The leaves they turn red.
Like my body filled with blood.
The clouds starts to rain.
Like my eyes, they never stop.