7 years ago

in an open field you tried it for the first time
I was lucky I could run away from you
In the middle of the forest
you pushed me to do it
Wouldn't let me run away
Said that it was my fault
It happened over and over again
I put on a fake smile
Everytime I returned from the forest
But on the inside I was broken
The last time it happend
I couldn't hide it anymore
And started crying
But I couldn't talk about it
I once tried it
And she said it was all my fault
I started to believe that
Many years are passed
With flashbacks and nightmares
Till I finally started talking about it
Seven years ago already
But it still hurts