It never was..

Whatever you want..
Whoever you are..
It doesnt matter in the end
Its not up too you
It never was
Its not god’s choise
Not the devils
And not zeus or hades
There is no one to blame
But so many reasons to be mad
And still i love it
Every bit of stress..
Anger and heartbreak
And even if there was a perfect afterlife
I don’t want it
I just want to be here
With all of these terrible people
I don’t want to live forever
But i don’t want to die either
So i stopped caring
And just lived life..
Because…its not up to me..
It never was

TD